d.i.n.g.o.

frigging just experienced the red ring of light


now i have to deal with replacing my 360...aaaaarrhhhhh

why does a simple little instant message that is on my computer when i wake up, have me thinking about so many different situations and possibilities:

"hey...
guess where i am..."


*edit*
after a day of wondering, the location is dubai

that i cant wait to shoot my friends?

its on this weekend.

dingo + rockstar for lunch = bad idea

1 more full day of work then its off to the 808 for me...*sigh*

great night, free tickets to a vip box for the bosox/angels game....good times!

damn the streets suck up in this mug....already got lost driving over to the hotel(i should have known not to rent a car, oh well)...drinking already and hope that this trip is fun, i need some rest and relaxation...have a good weekend y'all!

its off to virginia i go for the week...and then a weekend of playing in boston!!!! anyone have any suggestions of where to go?

i've been sooooo tired recently...i think its all the extra mental effort at work...i've been wanting to go to bed since i got home...its barely 9PM and here i am about to go to bed...how sad...on the other hand, in a few weeks i will be traveling to virginia to work for a week, then instead of heading back on friday i'll be flying to boston instead...never been there but i'm looking quite forward to it...some r&r is definitely needed...3 weeks after that its off to hawaii for 5 days...i sooooo cant wait...

still alive, barely...been so busy lately with the new role at work that i havent had much time to do any lj. feels like so many things are going on around me, but i do realize that there is more to life than just working. hopefully i'll be able to not just understand that but actually be able to start living it as well...

hope all of you are doing well out there..

D

i dont think it was such a smart idea for me to order a venti machiato this morning...my mind is racing, i cant focus and now i think i have an idea of what A.D.D. might feel like...i should have known better especially since i dont normally drink coffee...

A poem I heard in a movie today...*sigh*

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings

i wonder when i will be able to have these sentiments for someone =T

For some reason, I can feel that this year will be special already. Hopefully this feeling continues to stay with me.

Happy new year to all of you out there, may 2007 provide you with everything you deserve and wish for!

I get these shipments 4 times a year and I have a love/hate relationship with it...I love the wines come in, but I hate that I know a charge will be applied to me this month...today I received the 2001 VGS Cabernet Sauvignon which has been rated 90 pts by Wine Enthusiast. With these shipments I also receive the tasting and vineyard notes/updates, in reading today's note I didnt realize that all I had to do was call them and let them know that I was a member and that I would be coming up to the vineyard so that they would set up the private tour for me and my party and let us taste out of the barrels anytime of the year...SCORE!!! Also, I hate plugging for stuff but if anyone wants to join any of their clubs, tell them my name and I'll get a referral gift...woohoo...anyone want to join?

Chateau Potelle

VIRGO (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Drinking style: Cerebral Virgos are compelled to impose order onto their bender. Their famously fussy quest for purity could lead to drinking less than other signs, sure -- but it could also lead to drinking booze neat, to sucking down organic wine or just to brand loyalty. They rarely get fully shellacked -- but, oh, when they do! Virgo's controlled by the intellect, but there's an unbridled beast lurking within, and they let it loose when walloped. It's dead sexy (and surprisingly unsloppy). As one Virgo friend used to declare, "I'm going to drink myself into a low level of intelligence tonight." A toast to the subgenius IQ!
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such a silly girl, i need to visit her in hawaii....

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Virgo


The Bottom Line
Stop searching for a sense of purpose. It will find you when the time is right.


In Detail
If you've been looking high and low for a true sense of purpose, stop the search. You are not going to receive some sort of mystical sign from beyond as to what you should be doing with your life. Instead, pull your focus in and examine the things you enjoy -- because enjoying life is as good a purpose as any. Spend your time exploring whatever gives you the biggest sense of accomplishment. This is where you will find what you've been seeking.

i want to say i'm jealous of friends who have gotten married and are now starting families, but its not jealousy, that would be the wrong word. being envious is the better term. today i happened to come across some pictures on an old friend's friendster page(told you this was an old friend) and saw that they had just had a baby and now her younger sister is having a baby.

sometimes i wonder what could have happened if i didnt relocate so much. what if i had stayed in fremont instead of going to sacramento, what if i had stayed in sacramento instead of going back to the bay, what if i had stayed in the bay and not gone to socal, what if i didnt experience or see the things i have seen due to my moving around...i know its dumb to look back and contemplate what ifs, because all that does is cause anxiety and regrets but i have this belief that there are times when you have to reflect back and see where you came from to understand where you have to go.

i look back sometimes to see what i had left behind, and its difficult when i realize that i did leave people and situations behind. that at those moments when i came to the crossroads of my life, i choose to go one way instead of the other. that if i had chosen to go on the other path the chances to have what i envy could actually have been there if i hadnt moved. i guess i need to just chalk it up to experience at this point.

now i find myself in a situation where i'm not renting a home and dont have as much freedom to move around but rather i am a home owner, ready to put roots down, squarely in debt and needing to dig in and really settle my life down. hopefully this next year gives me more opportunities to leave the past behind me and to just keep looking forward, never having to say what if anymore.

can you all please advise on car insurance policies? my head is starting to spin and would like to see which company people recommend...i am currently using AAA, but i think its time to start shopping around for better pricing...help!